I've been having a "trying" couple of days lately. I've just felt so overwhelmed and not quite sure why. I haven't been able to pinpoint it yet. So I was having what I thought was a private "mini" meltdown tonight - yes, the ugly cry, because when I'm done, I feel SO much better - until Eloise appeared at the bottom of the stairs. I waited until after I'd put them to bed and thought they were asleep. Much to my surprise, Weez was still up. The conversation went a little like this:
Weez: Mommy, why you crying so bad?
Me: Well, Mommy misses Daddy is all. It's been a long day for Mommy - it's okay, Weezy.
Weez: Its going to be ok - daddy's boat is coming back. He always comes back. No cry so hard, mommy.
Me: I know, Weez. My heart already feels better.
Weez: Daddy loves you, Mommy. Don't cry. He's coming back.
Me: I love you baby, thank you for making mommy feel better....
Weez: It's okay. I still love you too.
Baby. She blew me out of the water tonight. I didn't want to forget that conversation which is why I'm "blogging" it for you. I am so lucky to have her as a daughter. She is always so positive about everything. I hope she never loses her positive heart - it is beyond beautiful, even when she's in trouble. Which lately? She has been. We are so blessed to have such incredible children. We love you tonight, and miss you bunches. But like Weezy said, You're coming back and it's just a matter of time....
Love you forever, and then some....
Me.
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